I don't what should i do with my Maths..
I'm tired of working hard for my Maths it WAS USED TO be one of my strongest subject.
But now, failing and kept failing and kept failing.
I hate to see failing grades, its totally an insult to me.
Especially English, wondering when will i PASS!!
Mid-year examination is over, Physic: 37/50( top in class), Social Studies and History: 54/100, Chemistry : 32/50(can't get meet the target of 40/50, English: 40-45( forgotten the marks, but i know that i failed)
Speaking the truth, i still not really not happy with my results, i wanting to set a target of getting top in class. Why always that my English and Maths pushing me down, the most direct impact, is my humanities.
I just felt that i can't give God's glory, I such a letdown to him.
I dam tried.
Why can't I be smart persons? No need to worry about your academic results, just focus on your future.
I'm tired of working hard for my Maths it WAS USED TO be one of my strongest subject.
But now, failing and kept failing and kept failing.
I hate to see failing grades, its totally an insult to me.
Especially English, wondering when will i PASS!!
Mid-year examination is over, Physic: 37/50( top in class), Social Studies and History: 54/100, Chemistry : 32/50(can't get meet the target of 40/50, English: 40-45( forgotten the marks, but i know that i failed)
Speaking the truth, i still not really not happy with my results, i wanting to set a target of getting top in class. Why always that my English and Maths pushing me down, the most direct impact, is my humanities.
I just felt that i can't give God's glory, I such a letdown to him.
I dam tried.
Why can't I be smart persons? No need to worry about your academic results, just focus on your future.
This is my most suck-est day of my life. I failed my maths paper for the SECOND time. Failed English paper* that subject i forever cannot pass*! passed my chinese.
Second day of the week and received such a setbacks, i wonder how am i going to survive in future. If i failed my English and Mathematics in 'O' level, i can't get anywhere in poly, even i scored straight A's in other subjects.
OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!! I FELT VERY USELE
Second day of the week and received such a setbacks, i wonder how am i going to survive in future. If i failed my English and Mathematics in 'O' level, i can't get anywhere in poly, even i scored straight A's in other subjects.
OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!! I FELT VERY USELE
My hand is FINALLY free from the bandage.!!
right now unable to bend fully in..
could someone pls pray for me??
right now unable to bend fully in..
could someone pls pray for me??
My left elbow suffered minor injury, slightly dislocated. can't really make my hand straight and bend my arm.
Exams are over! Just hope that i'm able to do well..
Next monday have chinese oral..
I suddenly felt so useless
can't do even simple things
Next monday have chinese oral..
I suddenly felt so useless
can't do even simple things
Physic and Chemistry is down!
Can't get full marks for chem..
Last day of exam tomorrow, Maths Paper1(doom) and History
Can't get full marks for chem..
Last day of exam tomorrow, Maths Paper1(doom) and History
Maths paper 2 was dam difficult. I know myself, gonna to fail.
Tomorrow is physic, hope this would pass.
5 papers down, 4 more to go which ends at Wednesday.
Tomorrow is physic, hope this would pass.
5 papers down, 4 more to go which ends at Wednesday.
Say goodbye to A1 for POA. it's very hard
if i passed the test, that will consider very good already. But God has given me wisdom to answer the questions. Sad to say that Balance Sheet, can't get both sides equal.Trial Balance maybe get full 9marks, Trading and profit and loss account, got screwed up.
SS,quite easy, but source base taken up my whole 35mins and din't complete the last question of the SBQ. Lucky i managed to complete the Essay question first.
Maths paper 2 tomorrow, 2hrs30mins!!!
Shit man, hope i just pass the test thats all.
Teach us to realize the brevity of life, so that we may grow in wisdom
Psalm 90:12
Lazy people want much but get little, but those who work hard will prosper.
Proverbs 13:4
If you ignore criticism, you will end in poverty and disgrace; if you accept correction, you will be honored.
Proverbs 13:18
Oh God, grant me wisdom..
if i passed the test, that will consider very good already. But God has given me wisdom to answer the questions. Sad to say that Balance Sheet, can't get both sides equal.Trial Balance maybe get full 9marks, Trading and profit and loss account, got screwed up.
SS,quite easy, but source base taken up my whole 35mins and din't complete the last question of the SBQ. Lucky i managed to complete the Essay question first.
Maths paper 2 tomorrow, 2hrs30mins!!!
Shit man, hope i just pass the test thats all.
Teach us to realize the brevity of life, so that we may grow in wisdom
Psalm 90:12
Lazy people want much but get little, but those who work hard will prosper.
Proverbs 13:4
If you ignore criticism, you will end in poverty and disgrace; if you accept correction, you will be honored.
Proverbs 13:18
Oh God, grant me wisdom..
Yo! Mid-year has started since monday. English, paper 1 was a screw up, paper2, can understand the passage but i kind of not sure am i answer the questions accordingly..
Today, Chinese paper, paper 1 i choose the debate type of essay. As i do halfway, i find that i kind of pick wrong question and have an idea of redo the whole section. Time was like left 15mins, so i just try my best to finish it. Next up. Paper2, can says its easy but i lost 7 marks for the hanyu pin ying section. I totally forgotten how to write the word whereby i knew what is the word.
My hope now is on chinese only, english i know myself.
Tomorrow there is Accounts and social studies...
Oh God give me wisdom...
Today, Chinese paper, paper 1 i choose the debate type of essay. As i do halfway, i find that i kind of pick wrong question and have an idea of redo the whole section. Time was like left 15mins, so i just try my best to finish it. Next up. Paper2, can says its easy but i lost 7 marks for the hanyu pin ying section. I totally forgotten how to write the word whereby i knew what is the word.
My hope now is on chinese only, english i know myself.
Tomorrow there is Accounts and social studies...
Oh God give me wisdom...
Hey Yo, sorry for not posting up entry for past few weeks... because of my common test..:(
For the common test... i did quite well in some subjects where as some are not..
This common test i indeed quite sad for my maths(my best subject) failed...17/40... Part of it is my careless mistakes and some of the questions i did not do.... I could say that Maths is quite easy... but is the matter of practicing..
For the English, i knew myself that i going to fail badly even thought i did not get back my paper. I was very freak up about the passage, unable to understand.. and i did not manage my time well..
The good things is, I passed my chemistry with flying colours.. 22/25... Social Studies i get 13/20 which consider very good already... And physic, which still did not get back the paper.. I believed that i will passed with flying colours also..
Now i just really completely lost hope in my english... wonder how could i improve it before i sat for the paper next year...
Oh almighty God, help me....
For the common test... i did quite well in some subjects where as some are not..
This common test i indeed quite sad for my maths(my best subject) failed...17/40... Part of it is my careless mistakes and some of the questions i did not do.... I could say that Maths is quite easy... but is the matter of practicing..
For the English, i knew myself that i going to fail badly even thought i did not get back my paper. I was very freak up about the passage, unable to understand.. and i did not manage my time well..
The good things is, I passed my chemistry with flying colours.. 22/25... Social Studies i get 13/20 which consider very good already... And physic, which still did not get back the paper.. I believed that i will passed with flying colours also..
Now i just really completely lost hope in my english... wonder how could i improve it before i sat for the paper next year...
Oh almighty God, help me....
Chinese New Year celebration today,as usual, class party then hall program..
Ends at 12.45pm, walk home and have lunch...
Not really in a good mood actually, felt a little bit left out in class. sit down there alone watching everyone chit chatting.. This is my first time felt really left out...
freak man, tomorrow got band, don't really want to go cos i don't like two of my section people... Seriously, keep sucking up with seniors, thinking wanting to get section leader or major position... i at least can play better then them but just got the problem with sight reading...
Whatever it is, kept strumming the guitar very hard but not really that hard... listen to chinese songs to make my mood better..
Oh God...
Ends at 12.45pm, walk home and have lunch...
Not really in a good mood actually, felt a little bit left out in class. sit down there alone watching everyone chit chatting.. This is my first time felt really left out...
freak man, tomorrow got band, don't really want to go cos i don't like two of my section people... Seriously, keep sucking up with seniors, thinking wanting to get section leader or major position... i at least can play better then them but just got the problem with sight reading...
Whatever it is, kept strumming the guitar very hard but not really that hard... listen to chinese songs to make my mood better..
Oh God...
its quite a long time i never posted any thing..i shall post yesterday and today events...
Sunday, went for cell group meeting.. the preaching was awesome. When shan finished her preaching, i got to go home early.. Reach home about 5pm, change clothing as i'm going to watch my brother's NYP Sinfonia concert with my parents at Esplanade.. Reached interchange, dinner.. After that went to City Hall by train. Then walked along city link mall. Finally reached Esplanade, got the ticket from my brother then after that went in to the concert hall around 7pm.. Concert starts around 7.30pm.. There alot of performance by the symphonic band, String ensemble and percussion ensemble. Oh my, the performance was dam awesome, the pieces were sounds diffuclut but was being well played.
After that, ate supper at city hall, then went home and lastly slept at 12nm.
Today, wake up at 6.00am++, went to school. Lesson time, ends at 2.15pm, met mum for lunch then went home. homework, dinner and lastly blog!:D
Sunday, went for cell group meeting.. the preaching was awesome. When shan finished her preaching, i got to go home early.. Reach home about 5pm, change clothing as i'm going to watch my brother's NYP Sinfonia concert with my parents at Esplanade.. Reached interchange, dinner.. After that went to City Hall by train. Then walked along city link mall. Finally reached Esplanade, got the ticket from my brother then after that went in to the concert hall around 7pm.. Concert starts around 7.30pm.. There alot of performance by the symphonic band, String ensemble and percussion ensemble. Oh my, the performance was dam awesome, the pieces were sounds diffuclut but was being well played.
After that, ate supper at city hall, then went home and lastly slept at 12nm.
Today, wake up at 6.00am++, went to school. Lesson time, ends at 2.15pm, met mum for lunch then went home. homework, dinner and lastly blog!:D
Sec3 life is very tedious... The gap from sec2 and sec3 is very wide.. My maths,which is my best sub, started to screw up. very hard to understand. Do pray for my friends!! i wanna to get top 10 cohort in OLevel. I'm aiming the best of all..
I caught a flu again, or maybe my sensitive nose to cold.. Kept on sneezing non-stop. Can't concentrate in class..:(
Oh great i got a cold or flu..:P when moment i woke up in the morning, right-arm was pain,kept sneezing.. ARRR
Due to this, i skipped my band practice..
Just ate medicine, thanks to the cough medicine, i now feeling very drowsy. Hands are weak,eyes are closing..
got a hard time to post this entry...hands are so weak..
Before i end this entry, i would like again wishes Evelyn a very happy again!!!!(sorry i cant put a very big font and colours for you cos i'm sick) Hope this year would be a very wonderful year with lots of good news happening to you, and get smarter day by day and i hope you able to come to church :D
Happy birthday eve!!!:D
Due to this, i skipped my band practice..
Just ate medicine, thanks to the cough medicine, i now feeling very drowsy. Hands are weak,eyes are closing..
got a hard time to post this entry...hands are so weak..
Before i end this entry, i would like again wishes Evelyn a very happy again!!!!(sorry i cant put a very big font and colours for you cos i'm sick) Hope this year would be a very wonderful year with lots of good news happening to you, and get smarter day by day and i hope you able to come to church :D
Happy birthday eve!!!:D
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sick
Finally we can start to mug in school of 2009! First lesson was Chinese. I am banded to 3NA1 which is in 3B classroom. Oh great, shawn ng,marvin,victoria,shawn yueng and Katrianne posted to another class... which means that we cant get hyper during mothertounge lesson..:( My chinese teacher is lee teck chow.. wish is mrs cindy fu teach us.. she so good and can teach us better. But anyway ltc he still okay overall, hope i able to do well this year..
Next is Chemistry, ms vanessa tan not here today, but we have to study a chapter* i have forgotten what is that chap* my goodness la, is quite hard for me to study alone, i cant understand at all and we must finish a MCQ. I think i dint get all correct... I must really polish up my chemistry as i took combine sci. Hope chemistry won't drag down my overall result for sci..
After that is recces, ate finish the food and play with the sec1 with isabel phua, and eleanor.. and i saw David Chow's brother, he is dam freaking cute and shy.. and he and David really look alike.. haha. After that went up to hall to watch some dance performents.. Mrs Sue really make alot of effort for all the students, hope everyone will really appreciate her "heartwork". Thank you Mrs Sue!!!
Maths! Mr lee backtrack us to sec2 topics, expansion and factories. Marvin and I almost forgot everything!! haha JIAYOU GUYS!! :D
But then Mr lee teaching is good, understandable.. If our algebra is weak, we gonna have a hard time in future...
English, do compo!
last period, social studies.. Mr law he is teaching us together with hist.. today he just brief us about his expectation and rules for his lesson and target to comptete this year..
Dismissed!! have lunch with leon.. After that go home to change clothes to play soccer with Melvin,Marvin,Ben,Wein,Zou Wei,Shawn Ng,SK,Bo Yan.. we got hard time to play the game, the weather was hot, and not everyone is focus on the game. That was very hard to play a good game.. Hope Malcom was there, he is the "boss" .. Things will better..
after that went home, bath then have dinner.. Then blog.. Next, buy foolscape.. Next finish up my maths homework..
Bye everyone!!!
I almost forgot, tomorrow is
EVELYN TAN ___ ____'s
14th birthday!!! * sorry i forgotten your chinese name, i got no choice have to leave a blank:P*
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Finally one year older... wish you a very wonderful 14th of your life, a very blessing year and study well in sec2!!! Hope you able to come to my church one day... Can't wait to see you get saved on God's hand..:DD HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRIEND!!! Must feel honored okay?? i post your name very big and got colours!!:D
So BYE!!:D
After a few months of inactive... I'm BACK!!! woooo!!
2009,
i am in 3B, which mean through-train. awesome man!! And sad to said Mr Shahril is my FT again..:( And my AFT is Mr Philip Lee*hope spelling is correct* Anyway, they just simply awesome teachers in the school..haha..
first day of school... Wear long pants to school and kana laugh at.. but nevermind, it is just me:D it is so awesome to see my friends in school again.. After 2 1/2 months holidays..
Lets skip to today!!!
Got CCA presentation.. still okay yea, enjoyed it so far. Hope more and more sec 1 will join band this year.. After the presentation, went for recees. I ate about 15mintues then go play with the sec1 hehe... they were having the orantation program. If i not wrong they were having the team bonding game... they are just simply awesome..
After that, went back to class, mr lee was writing down the name for class commitee. And i was in the classchairman list, together with Victoria,Kevin and Shawn. then we have to went out of the classroom as my classmate were voting. 3-4mins later, Mr Lee called us back.. *guess am i still a chairman again??* Sad to say that i am not and shawn ng is the chairman!! when i saw his name appeared on the board, my heart sank.. because i want to be chairman again, i believe i got the potental in it and i had already asked God for that.. Love to lead my classmate to get closer.. But anyway, i sure shawn would able to lead the class better then me.. since he so popular..haha*JIA YOU SHAWN NG!!*
cut short the post!
After school, i went back home as i not feeling well. Then rested at home for 1hour, then i went out for lunch. After that i played basketball with YuShan, Felicia Low, jun wei,jun zhi and ellery.. OH MY!!! i had never touch basketball for like 1year?? my shooting is seriously suck lor!! 3-point cannot score, jump cannot jump high, cannot block shot.. i guessed i must play more often.. hehe..
After that went home to have dinner with my mum at coffee shop. then went home to watch little nonya.. the ending very touching.. yueniang she still cares about Huang family even thought they outcast her.... And she passed away peacefully...
And now writing entry... i hope i able to post regularly..
Oh my, i din't get my desire position..
2009,
i am in 3B, which mean through-train. awesome man!! And sad to said Mr Shahril is my FT again..:( And my AFT is Mr Philip Lee*hope spelling is correct* Anyway, they just simply awesome teachers in the school..haha..
first day of school... Wear long pants to school and kana laugh at.. but nevermind, it is just me:D it is so awesome to see my friends in school again.. After 2 1/2 months holidays..
Lets skip to today!!!
Got CCA presentation.. still okay yea, enjoyed it so far. Hope more and more sec 1 will join band this year.. After the presentation, went for recees. I ate about 15mintues then go play with the sec1 hehe... they were having the orantation program. If i not wrong they were having the team bonding game... they are just simply awesome..
After that, went back to class, mr lee was writing down the name for class commitee. And i was in the classchairman list, together with Victoria,Kevin and Shawn. then we have to went out of the classroom as my classmate were voting. 3-4mins later, Mr Lee called us back.. *guess am i still a chairman again??* Sad to say that i am not and shawn ng is the chairman!! when i saw his name appeared on the board, my heart sank.. because i want to be chairman again, i believe i got the potental in it and i had already asked God for that.. Love to lead my classmate to get closer.. But anyway, i sure shawn would able to lead the class better then me.. since he so popular..haha*JIA YOU SHAWN NG!!*
cut short the post!
After school, i went back home as i not feeling well. Then rested at home for 1hour, then i went out for lunch. After that i played basketball with YuShan, Felicia Low, jun wei,jun zhi and ellery.. OH MY!!! i had never touch basketball for like 1year?? my shooting is seriously suck lor!! 3-point cannot score, jump cannot jump high, cannot block shot.. i guessed i must play more often.. hehe..
After that went home to have dinner with my mum at coffee shop. then went home to watch little nonya.. the ending very touching.. yueniang she still cares about Huang family even thought they outcast her.... And she passed away peacefully...
And now writing entry... i hope i able to post regularly..
Oh my, i din't get my desire position..
Arr... Today didn't go to church because i got a very "intensive" English tuition from 2.15pm to 5.30pm... 3 hours. After finished tuition,I went to Tampines Mall and walk around inside Royal Sporting House to hunt for tennis rackets for my tennis lesson in nov. My budget for a racket is $70-$90. But lucky i got enough savings to buy with a tennis ball. I want to buy a tennis shoes!! It cost about $70.. Hopefully my dad could buy for me, or maybe i could work with him and slowly save up. Hope God will help me think of an idea to fulfill my dreams. Around 6pm, i went home and waited for my mum to eat dinner. Now i reached home!.. Now i worshipping God!! Spend time with him!!. God is such a awesome God..:D
Bye people!
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HI READERS!
This is my first entry of my live-journal so eh....yea...
The reasons to create livejournal are:
1. Improve my English .
2. Let people know about my life.
3. Glory to God??
I think i haven't intro myself right??i guess i got to intro..haha*sorry i got hard time of thinking what should i write.*
i'm:
1. Right-Handed*sometimes i tried to use my left hand to do things*
2. Study in St Hilda Secondary School
3. In NA stream
4. From 2B*rock on!*
5. From City Harvest Church, E341<my cell group
Favourite sports:
1. Basketball
2. Cycle
3. Tennis
4. Badminton
My family members:
1. Father
2. Mother
3. Sister(eldest)
4. Brother(2nd)
5. ME!(youngest)
Oh well... i forgot to intro my name... My name is Cogels Chan Ee Seng...
The word "Cogels" i got no idea where it come from, i ask my dad and he said no meanning, he just suddenly came up from his mind.. special huh??
And, I am child of God!!! WOOT!!! God is awesome!*AMEN*!!!!
I came from chinese speaking family background, wholeday speaking chinese expect i talk to my mum in hokkien. That is why my english is poor. Well, i really want to improve my English as it is because it very important language in universe as well as my Chinese because it is my strongest subject...
I was thinking how to improve my English and i got my answers:
1. Pray to god
2. Pratice!!
2 P's..! haha..
I going soon, need to go have my dinner..very hungry..
cya readers
This is my first entry of my live-journal so eh....yea...
The reasons to create livejournal are:
1. Improve my English .
2. Let people know about my life.
3. Glory to God??
I think i haven't intro myself right??i guess i got to intro..haha*sorry i got hard time of thinking what should i write.*
i'm:
1. Right-Handed*sometimes i tried to use my left hand to do things*
2. Study in St Hilda Secondary School
3. In NA stream
4. From 2B*rock on!*
5. From City Harvest Church, E341<my cell group
Favourite sports:
1. Basketball
2. Cycle
3. Tennis
4. Badminton
My family members:
1. Father
2. Mother
3. Sister(eldest)
4. Brother(2nd)
5. ME!(youngest)
Oh well... i forgot to intro my name... My name is Cogels Chan Ee Seng...
The word "Cogels" i got no idea where it come from, i ask my dad and he said no meanning, he just suddenly came up from his mind.. special huh??
And, I am child of God!!! WOOT!!! God is awesome!*AMEN*!!!!
I came from chinese speaking family background, wholeday speaking chinese expect i talk to my mum in hokkien. That is why my english is poor. Well, i really want to improve my English as it is because it very important language in universe as well as my Chinese because it is my strongest subject...
I was thinking how to improve my English and i got my answers:
1. Pray to god
2. Pratice!!
2 P's..! haha..
I going soon, need to go have my dinner..very hungry..
cya readers
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